I think my mom is going to refuse to sleep with me tonight, so I will be left alone to think about all the paranormal activity stuff and not be able to sleep. The last scenes are just so O.O.

I think I am all booked up for Vancouver. I might be able to fit in another two people at the workshop, but that would be pushing it a little bit. So far, the tally goes like this.

Workshop: 10 people :)

Readings: 15

I’ve had to start scheduling phone readings now. And I am okay with it, because its’ about quality not quantity.  I rather just have a decent number of readings to do, so that I can do it well, instead of like 20 all squished in, and all of them done in a mediocre way.

You know what I noticed recently? Up till just a month or two ago, it was easy for me to remember people and the basics of what was going on in their life. Not too much detail, but I know it was easy for me to “tap into” it again. But now, that just seems so unthinkable. There are just so many people, and so many lives, it’s hard to even keep track. Sometimes people come back and tell me they’ve had a reading with me before, and it’s hard to really remember them, even though this has never been the case before! I mean, my regulars are fine – I can still remember them.

I just don’t want them to feel like I am getting too “impersonal”  because I do care about them. It’s just hard to keep track. I’ve been having so many awkward conversations recently where they are like “Oh do you remember giving me my reading, and you said blab la blab la “ and I am like “…Um…kind of. Not so much.” They have all been understanding so far though, which is nice.

I WANT MY WEBSITE.

I am going to be so heartbroken if some other Malavika comes and takes my malavika.com. It was made for ME.

 

Finally, it's like i can breathe music again. I had been holding my breath for so long. There was such a long time where I just couldn't bare to be interested in music anymore. I loved played piano and making music, but listening was something I couldn't do. When people asked me what I listened to i became one of those people who said "a bit of everything"

but now I can finally start finding and loving music again.

favourite band of the moment (Second place to bright eyes, always)







enjoy :)